Something's missing

The thing about being so busy and focused on work is that you forget about your lack or absence of personal and intimate life. Having a boyfriend is the least of your worries, plus honestly, you don't know when you would have the time to see him anyway... And then one night, things go a little bit further than just the usual beer drinking, joking and passive flirting, and you realize how much you have missed sharing these wonderful moments with someone you really connect with. Even the simplest thing as holding hands fills you with amazingly warm feelings, just because you're not used to it anymore. But as usual, it is just an evening thing, something that only happens after a few beers, when the inhibitions and guilt somehow belong to an other world. Nothing serious happened that night but it was enough to screw my mind and remind me how good life can be when you share more than a hug with somebody who's special to you.